Riddle and the Dedication

I dont have to watch my language or be in control of myself.I can write all of the feelings I cannot otherwise express.I can write what I cannot say.My pen speaks to the paper for me.When I am not ok, I can see myself think.I can write what I would really do, what my opinion really is,how my day really went.I can throw all of my tearful words at my paper and it catches them.But it never hurls them back at me.